Saturday, June 27, 2009
The End?
I have done alot of thinking and receiving alot of advise from other people.. I think is time to let go.. You never care about me and my feelings,you only care about your own feelings(sorry to say that)i tried everything to make you happy but all i did is just make you more angry..Maybe the problems is on me? or maybe the problems is on you.. I really dont know and you dont wanna tell me if i did wrong.you just keep quiet and stop replying my massage..That will not solve the problem but it will make everything worst.. I have tolerate so much,if i did anything wrong, i will say sorry and try to make it up to you,but in the other hand,when you did something wrong,you never did anything..You will just stop replying the massages..Love is really hurtful,especially the kind like you love her,but she does not love you back.. I cried inside of me every single day,i have changed to a person that have no more feelings because all my feelings,i gave it all to you..When i first saw you,you are such a wonderful girl,so pretty and perfect..I never knew that you will hurt me so deeply.. I really hope this relationship as friends still can be like last time,like when we first met..I dont ask for more,like want you to be my girlfriend,im not greedy and i will never force you too .. I just want to know that you are okay and happy day by day,i just want you to have a happy life.. I dont want to see you moody or sad.. I rather have my life shorten by 10 or 20 years to make you the happiest girl in the world for the rest of your life,its worth it.. I can see that i have been deleted from your memory,i guess i can no longer text or talk to you anymore.. I regret for everything that i did and said wrong.. Im living my life and hoping one day you could forgive me.. Forgive me for the biggest mistake that i have done in my freaking life.. Take Care Dan <3
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
Its more than a month from we last text each other,i dont know what happen to her..I tried to text her,called her but nothing seems to get me through to talk to her,i got so many things to tell her, but i dont have the chance to do it.. I did alot of thinking lately,i cant let go of her, its simply impossible to let her go.. But what can i do? if i keep texting her,she will change her number,i dont want that to happen.. So i decided to keep on living my life,she will always in my heart..
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