Sunday, March 29, 2009

I really dont know whats with her,always reply late,and now even didnt reply..haih :< I really want to know what is she thinking..Why i cant make her laught and smile like we used to be.. Why? Why must the most important person in my life treat me like this?
Its 2.08am dy,she still with her sis in krave..I care about her only dont want her to be out so late at night..But who i am to her la right? nobody.. I changed alot just because of her.. I stopped fagging,goin out late at night,and even almost never contact any other girls..But is this still not enuf fer her? I really want her to speak out her mind to me,tell me who i am to her.. I can, she is the most important person in my life..I hope to be her num one..
When things just got better,i argue with her..It was totally a misunderstanding,she said i replied late and she was moody at that time..But i didnt replied her late,but the msg sending was fail,and i dont know..So i waited and waited,i tot she didnt replied me,so i asked her..But she replied this 'I dont wanna talk to you anymore.Talking to you make me feel worst.' She dont know how deep she hurt me with those words..At that time,my heart is crying..Then we stopped texting fer a couple of hours..But when we start texting each other back,she treat me like very cold like that,replied all the msg not more than 5 words..Im really sad,really really sad..

What a day..

Thrusday was a freaking moody day fer me,haih :< Because she off her phone fer the whole day,
i was damn worried about her..My buddies said 'whats the big deal? one day didnt chat only mah' swt! i feel like punching them lo.. If a person thats really important to you guys,then he/she didnt on the phone fer the whole day and have no news about her being with anyone,will u guys be worried? duhhh ? ofcuz la worry..But at last around 9.30pm that night she texted me and said that she went out with her mummy and went fer a hair cut..At first i was very sad because she didnt inform me about anything..but at last i nothing dy,cuz i know she is fine..But the whole day i was damn worried about her cuz she told me once,she off her phone before fer a period of time cuz of moody and dont want to talk to anyone around her..I scared she will repeat it again,thats why i was damn worried..Well im glad everything is fine now,we are texting each other all the time :> i truthly miss her and i hope me and her could go out next week,because its my brithday.. hehs :>

Thursday, March 26, 2009

end of a day..

well its 12.15am dy..time passed so fast,a day had passed..Tomorrow will be another new day,and i hope it will be a great day fer me..Just now i read some news about my horoscopes in the star newspaper..it written there,i will face alot of problems this few days,im worried about that,im a kind of person who believe in this kind of things..hahs xD .. i hope it wont bother my love one's..

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

what a lucky day..

Today was a very lucky day at school,everyday skip 'perhimpunan' .. LOLs .. But today the prefect name nicholas folow me until i go down from the classroom and from the toilet,wtf! I was damn freaking scared cuz this week was KZ duty week,he is the head of disciplinary teachers..I was scared cuz i cut my hair undercut style,behind was damn freaking long,and my hair still have abit of red colour.. When i reached the tapak perhimpunan, i hide behind my fren who was very tall, so he could block me from the teachers view.. Luckily today KZ was not there,and i escaped from the other teachers.. hahs xD .. Tomorrow will be another scary day for me i guess.. wish me luck.. lolz

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

hmm..finally..

hmm.. finally i found the time to blog.. Well holidays are over,school had already started,have to
be more serious with my studies now cuz im having my spm end of this year..Actually im not scared or worried about spm,but my parents are nagging me everyday to make me study,arghh !! its sucks seriously..What to do right?its life..