September♥

Its September now.. Ending of 2010.. Time flies.. I felt that i wasted the whole year.. I did nothing good for myself for the damn 9 months.. All i did is just lepak around and waste money.. Im bloody useless.. Before this i always say that my dad was useless,but now i realise me myself is just the same.. I wanna make a change,but where do i start? and how do i start? I have no idea.. awwww.. confuse..