23rd March♥

Hmm..i read her blog just now..i was down and sad after reading it..Her so called ex called her back,after leaving her for quite sometime now..Guess what she's loving it..I really wanted to advice her,to tell her about what is goin on in the real world..Come on,you wont have a bloody ending with a TB..I know i cant freaking judge you and force you to leave the tb..but im really sad to see you stepping into that path again..The same old road that made your heart broken..If the tb left you before,im sure she will leave you again.. haihh.. i cant do anything to help you.. im just sitting here seeing you moving to the wrong path again.. im hopeless and im useless.. im sorry..

Crying Inside♥

The way that I’m feeling is hard to describe
I feel lost and alone in this unbearable life
My emotions are twisted, my stomach in knots
I wish there was something to erase my thoughts
I feel so desperately clingy I feel so free of heart
If you could please just kiss me that would be a great place to start
I do not like the feeling of not knowing how you feel
I don’t like looking in your eyes and seeing all my fears
I really feel so empty searching for the light
Maybe if you could please turn it on tonight
My head is all clouded my eyes full of tears
I can’t hold on to this feeling for years
I hope that is passes, maybe merely a phase
I am ready to be out of this daze
I am going to try to fake my smile
Maybe that will last for a while
It you think you see a smile on my face
Look a little deeper you’ll see I’m out of place
Maybe someday soon the sun will shine
Even through the bad you are always mine.

Im sorry for being such a fool,the thing is that im scared of losing you♥
I'll be the greatest fan of your life♥Steph

20th March♥

Dont make a person fall for you if you know by heart youre not serious about it♥

I Asked God♥

I asked God for a flower, he gave me a bouquet
I asked God for a minute, he gave me a day
I asked God for true love, he gave me that too
I asked for an angel and he gave me you.
Stephanie Cheng you are my angel♥

19th March♥

Hmm..Im feeling kinda down this 2 days cause of her..She started to dont reply my text,dont text me,dont call me and so on..I had a feeling that she's already feeling bored of me..I hate this kind of being left alone kind of feeling..I dont know whats on her mind and what is she gonna do next..Im lost and dont know what to do..I dont wanna text her too much,i scared she will think that im annoying..Im confused !! arhgg!!

18th March♥

When i woke up today,i had a bad feeling about something because she dint text me or call me to wake me up(After that she told me her phone have no credit)..When i saw her text at msn,i was stone and tears starter to come out from my eyes..I knew this will happened,but i dont know its gonna happen so soon..Well she just keep on saying sorry sorry and sorry..Its not even her fault..Its me being a stupid dumbass starting to believe everything is real..This past 5days was the happiest 5days in my miserable life..I made lots of changes just for her.. I stop drinking,stop smoking,go home early,less goin to clubs,never lepak until 6 or 7am in the morning and so on..I wanna show her that she can trust me..hmm.. TIME PROVES EVERYTHING.. I will always be right here for her,no matter what happen,im still here.. ILY beee♥

You are to me♥

Nothing can describe, the way I feel for you♥
Your love is warm and precious♥
Your heart so pure and true♥
Heavens angels brought me♥
To knock upon your door♥
To give you all my love♥
To keep you wanting more♥
The special bond we share, will guide us on our way♥
To a perfect life were dreams come true♥
What more can I really say♥
We were brought together, never will we part♥
Your my special gift♥
Your my shining star♥
I'll love you unconditionally♥
With all my heart and soul♥
I'll never break your spirit♥
I'll always keep you whole♥

I Dont Wanna Fall For You =x

Im scared of falling for you..cause i scared of being hurt again..so i choosed not to see you..choosed not you text you so often..You have your life and you have a bf..I dont wanna spoil that..I do like you and i will always do..You once said im a flirter and a playboy..I will prove to you with time that im a loyal and caring kinda of guy..I admit that im a flirter,i flirt around just to make friends,not to tackle girls..hmm..awwww i hate this feeling..but i have to live with it although i dont like it.. and dont eat so much maggi!! IMY =)

05th March♥

Woke up quite early today..around 5am? lol..Played dota until 9.30am..then went out to infi to meet some friends then bought my breakfast.. awwww im freaking sick.. Fever?headache?coughing?flu? swt =.='' gonna die soon..

04 March♥

Its been awhile since i blogged..kinda lazy to blog due to the lazyness of my life style..Well Spm result is just around the corner,but i dont know whats the actual date cause they keep on changing it,it confused me..No worries for my result cause i know i did badly.. LOL xD Been doin nothing since before cny..Not working not studying..What to do.. this is the lifeless life after high school... haha xD