Its getting harder and harder every single day that had passed..She keeps poping out of my mind every single second of my life..I just cant help it..Im addicted to her.. She is like my bulb and im like the light..Without a bulb,the light cannot light up..I keep thinking about her last post on her blog,i wonder who is the guy?im sure is not me..im really curious about who he is..haihh..life sucks..